An End, A Beginning

Today is the last day of my teenage years. I am sad that I am getting old but happy to be moving on in my life. As of midnight tonight I will be 20, that is the midlife crisis years for gay boys. I thought I would have more accomplished by the time I was tweenty. But in one semester I will be a paralegal, then I do not know what I will do. Stay in duluth? That seems lame I mean I am going to school to be a lawyer but I need two more years of college somewhere and I do not know where that will be. I want to move but its kind of scary leaving all your friends and making new ones, I feel really popular in Duluth I have tons of friends get invited out all the time to parties to hang out movies, I have a boyfriend, a good job, great house and roommates. Its hard to give it all up in the name of change. But change is what I do best, That is how I got here in the first place, next time I move will not be 5 or 6 hours but across the country. Seattle would be cool but the gloomy weather will bother me. I want to live by a beach somewhere. So maybe a coast, I liked florida but so many old people pissed me off. Maybe I should get up and move to France where I want to live eventually at least for a while but I do not know if I could get my degrees and such there. Its a horrible decision that I have to make and by the end of this semester.