Things I have been up to.

I have spent the last few weeks of my life, drinking with friends, working, helping my friend move to the cities, going to the beach and just going out and having fun with my friends. It feels like I dont get much time to do a few things like blogg. I am still thinking about Chris a lot, but I have went on some dates and its getting better at least now I am not comparing everyone to him. I have made it 12 days without talking to his voicemail or texting him. I was so sad because the only plans we made about three months ago was for me to take him to Willy Wonka for his birthday. About two weeks before that he told me to leave him alone and that he would call me when he is ready. So I did just that on his birthday he called me and was mad I did not call him, he invited himself over and stuff happened he acted like nothing had ever changed and asked if I was still taking him to the movies. Movie night I was stood up. I sat and waited for him in my room alone and finally made new plans, he called at nine at night when the movie was at six and told me he had to stay at the cabin and work. He called late but at least he called, we planned to talk in two days and replan our date. He never got back to me, after another week I called him at work and he told me he went to see the movie with him friend Annie. Ok why did I just talk about him for that long.....I still like I am a loser "brad you are a pathetic Loser!"